Dear boys and girls,

I want to live. I want to shout. I want to be me, myself. I want to write, and I want to sing, to dance and to read. I want to stand out in the rain and yell: “This is me:love me or hate me! I’ll miss you anyway!”.
You all know we are rebell…We feel too many things at once. But we can’t hate. We don’t say we never hated anyone…We’d be hypocrite if we’d say we didn’t. Seems that this type of feeling has disappeared from our….chain of feelings…(are we even allowed to say that???…oh, but since when do we care???)…yea! chain of feelings.
What about love? Oh yeah love…We love love don’t we? Every single one of us loves love and hates hate. Hey, I believe we do hate something after all don’t I?  Oh come on! we all know it we referred to persons when we said hate.
It’s a sure thing that we all are afraid of the dark, aren’t we??? Boys and girls, all together, we are all afraid of the dark. The girls always cry at movies, the boys don’t watch them, but all of of are teriffied by the dark. Well not all the time…Just when we are in a place that we don’t know, or when we feel insecure and when we hear funny noises… And that is almost all the time. Glad we settled that.
What’s next? Oooooh not all the fears we have! It would take months!!! We’re affraid of almost everything…come on, you all know it’s true! Rats, old age, children and kids, cold, death, mom, one of the ex-boyfriends, coackroaches(especially when we’re tired), odd shadows, creepy old men,  creepy old women, cancer, earthquakes(we all know how we reacted when one of those happend), mom…and we could go on and on and on….
We also don’t feel very confident in ourselves…That’s bad. We should change that. We should definitely change that. Ooooh and also we’re too confident in some people and that hurts us sometimes. Let’s try to be more selective about who we choose to trust shall we?
All in all we are a team and I love you all for making me what you are. So thank you boys and girls. Good night and we keep in touch. Always!
Amelia